Dark Faces in a Dark Cloud

The dark clouds used to be brighter than what I just saw.

Full of love, joy, and that sense of belonging

When I knew you’d be here with me?

they told me to come nigh and we die together

how I felt every day will be filled with memories of you

Now, every day is filled with memories of me, myself, and I

Standing in the rain with my tears unrecognized

Uttering words that barely make my lip move

I am speechless, thoughtless, and dying of emptiness

The garment you gave me is filled with comfort from you

I can’t take it off. It looks worn out they say but I love it

Lovely outside, hot inside.

The love I felt will last just sweeps my strength to the trash pit

I ponder over and over it makes no sense when I laugh at the pain.

Dark faces in a dark cloud you are.

You knew I was vulnerable, so easily broken

Oh, you broke me so easily like biting chocolate.

Please in my next world never exist in my memories

Be that stranger in the faraway lands I know not.

Don’t look in my eyes and make me love you

Don’t hold me close and expect me to run

I might ruin my makeup with joy until Satan says to repentance

I am wax and wacky because I am the dark cloud you filled.

The Analyst